January 2011
31 posts
Don't you want to share the guilt?
I don’t know how more people haven’t got mental health problems. Thinking is one of those stressful things I’ve ever come across. And not being able to articulate what I want to say drives me crazy.
I think I should try and read more books and learn some new words. My sister used to read the dictionary, I’m going to start with that. I’d like to travel. I want to see...
“Human beings were designed for many things, but being lonely isn’t one of...”
– Desperate Housewives
silentpsycho asked: hi
Dear creepy men at 24-Hour Fitness,
I do actually notice you staring at my butt. You really aren’t that discreet. Get a life…seriously.
Sincerely, Hanna
ENOUGH.
I’m tired of telling everyone that I don’t care about you. I tell everyone that I’m so over it, and that you’re nothing to me anymore. The truth is, though…I do care. I care a lot. I wish I didn’t. I wish that I didn’t think about you so much. I wish I didn’t get reminded of you all the time. I wish you would get out of my head and leave me alone....
thatsentimentaltune asked: well, hello there :)
Lo qué será, será
I used to write things in my blogs that were really profound. Well…I thought they were profound, at least. And I think other people did too; I mean I always had people telling me that they loved reading my blogs. Sometimes it was from totally random people that I hardly even knew. But now all I do is reblog pictures or quotes from other people that I think are cool. I feel like now I just...
“The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when sad...”
– John Mayer
“The moment someone tells you you’re not good enough, is the moment you...”
– Unknown
1 picture of myself
I miss that hair ^
2 songs
2. In Your Atmosphere by John Mayer. He makes my insides melt.
1. Make Me Believe by Katie Armiger. No one knows her, but you should really, really check her out. She’s incredible.
Sidenote: This was SO hard to pick two :(
3 films
3. Alice in Wonderland. Literally my favorite Disney movie ever.
2. Joe Dirt. Suuuucchh a classic.
1. Calendar Girls. When I grow up, I WILL be one of those ladies. I really, really will.
4 books
4. We are All the Same by: Jim Wooten. I can’t stop thinking about it. I read it for a book report in high school, and didn’t know it would take ahold of me like it did.
3. Cold Tangerines by: Shauna Niequist. Unbelievable book. If I could write half as good as she does, I would be super content.
2. Pretty much anything by Beth Moore.
1. The Phantom Tollbooth by: Norton Jester....
5 foods
5. Cottage cheese. I knowww it’s disgusting, but I really like it.
4. Bananas. I think that after desperately hoping to have bananas everyday in Costa Rica, I just really appreciate them now.
3. Tuna. But not the tuna in the can, like real actual tuna that someone just caught.
2. Green beans. They’re just really fun to eat!
1. Peanut butter. I could honestly eat it every single day...
Once somebody asked me,
“Hanna, what do you do when it isn’t baseball season?” Duh. “I wait for it to be baseball season,” I told her.
You see, the thing is…baseball never lets me down. Never ever. Baseball never hurts my feelings. It never says nasty things. It never leaves me for someone else. It always waits for me. Baseball always makes me smile, and never breaks my heart. Sure,...
6 places I want to go
6. Back to Italy. Preferably back to the Amalfi Coast. Like…Positano maybe, or Praiano.
5. Spain. I want to go like…super bad. Even thought their Spanish is so different from mine I probably won’t understand a word.
4. New York.
3. Nicaragua. And when I go, I’ll visit Nindiri and see my family.
2. Panama. Probably my favorite country of all the places I’ve been. I...
“The world is full of so-called prayer warriors who are prayer-ignorant....”
– Matthew 6:7-8 (TM)
7 wants
7. To find time to study, work out, sell bras, make friends and not stress about it all this semester.
6. More self-control.
5. The Dodgers to go to the Series this year.
4. To be 100% fluent in Spanish. So super close…
3. To love myself.
2. A new Disneyland pass.
1. To be a better Christ-follower. To trust Him in everything, and not forget what He’s done for me.
8 fears
8. Germs. I just really, really hate them. I hate them.
7. My body. I’m afraid that one day, I’ll actually love the way I look and won’t know what to do.
6. Rejection. In all it’s many, wonderful forms.
5. Drowning. I think about it at least once every time I’m near lot’s of water.
4. My problems with pride and envy. I think one day they might overtake me.
...
Something old, something new...
Everybody loves new stuff, right? New clothes, new music, new gear, a new mattress. And when you get new stuff, you should really be thankful. A lot of people don’t get new stuff. They get old stuff, or no stuff at all. I, however, am FILLED with new right now. And I love it. I’m scared out of mind, but I love it.
So I’m going to be thankful. Thankful for a new semester....
9 loves
9. The gym. I could probably live there if need be.
8. Dexter. Like I canNOT stop watching it. It’s so bloody and violent…and I love it.
7. Revenge. And I know, I know, the best revenge is living well, but that’s not the kind of revenge I like.
6. Little kids. I LOVE them to death. I could spend all day coloring, and playing hide and seek, and talking about Batman.
5. Peanut...
10 secrets
10. I feel the most beautiful after I’ve just worked out. Especially if I’m really sweaty. It’s kind of gross, I know.
9. As of today, there are 40 days left until spring training starts. Yes, I am just a little obsessed with a baseball.
8. I HATE when people make noise when they yawn. Like, I want to kill them when that happens.
7. I am probably one of the most prideful...
Estoy de mal humor.
BIG TIME. I would suggest not talking to me right now, because I’m grumpy and I’ll probably make fun of you.
And by the way, I’m a really good shot ^
Letters from my mom.
Hanna:
No doubt there will be some tough days in paradise…days where your schoolwork seems too tough, you’re homesick, your brain is just full. I hope these times will be few and far between, but I know how critical these can be. I’ve definitely been there.
But remember, Hanna, the hours will still tick by, the sun will still rise, and you will survive that attack.
And it will...
