Things are lookin’ up.
Lots of good came out of today. I got to talk to someone really special to me, and I left feeling so much better than before. Then I went to the range and killed paper people dead; creepy grown men came and complemented me on how good I am with a .357. Then I got to see my Annie cousin and drink melon margaritas. Then we made Kristin four videos, and I wore my prom dress from high school and my old competition leotard to make her laugh. Then we watched Jersey Shore and ate too much Yogurt Land. And tomorrow I get to go back home and celebrate a birthday with people I like in Pasadena.
Right now I might not feel the best I’ve ever felt, I might even feel that things will never get better. But I don’t give up. Tomorrow I might see something wonderful. The thing I’m worried about might be resolved. I might have a good day tomorrow, I may smile. In a few years’ time, the things that are making me feel like this will be forgotten about.
